It's about time I updated this blog...I don't really want to but if I don't it defeats the purpose.
Boyfriend and I broke up last night. Things have been strained for a while, and the reasons for that will be kept between him and I, but it was extremely difficult to come to the decision we did.
It's hard because I care so very much for him, and all his family. We have so many friends in common and things that we do together. Everything reminds me of how happy we were, but when it came to it God called me to honesty. I had to admit that things weren't the same, and that it was too hard to carry on. I hope very much that we can be friends, and I rely completely on God to get me through it.
I'm going back onto my "happy tablets" for a while, just so that I can cope a little better with all of the things going on at the moment. Whilst it may feel like a bit of a step back, I need to admit that it's difficult and do all I can to help myself. I pray for God's grace for both of us- maybe I can say more when it's not so raw.
God Bless.
"Christ alone,
ReplyDeleteCornerstone,
Weak made strong,
In the Saviour's love,
Through the Storm,
He is Lord,
Lord of All"
- Cornerstone, Hillsong Live
Trust in Him alone, and rely on Him during the storms, He's the only one who won't let you down.