God Listens
Since my post yesterday, my mood gradually deteriorated. By last night, I found myself feeling terrible- lonely, not heard, and ill. I called out to God, telling him how rotten I was feeling and sharing everything that was on my mind. My biggest problem, as I mentioned yesterday, was that boyfriend wasn't listening to me. Already lonely, the feeling that he was uninterested in anything I had going on had me frustrated, but mostly worried and sad.
But after I chatted to God for a while, I got a text from one of the young adults from Shedd asking how I was. So I told her the truth, which is not something I would usually feel comfortable with, and after talking to her for a while I felt much better.
Later on, boyfriend managed to get 20 minutes to call me, which meant more than I think he realised. He's still very absorbed in what's going on with him, but it felt better to have spoken to him. I don't think he sees how he's behaving, but I'm sure once he's back down to earth he'll come round. I feel much better about that now.
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