Getting it together

Struggling a little at the moment. I'm trying to trust God completely with my finances, but it can feel sometimes like he isn't coming through for me. Things keep going wrong, and saas won't come through, and work paid me way less than they should have, I'm being taxed too much and I have nothing saved- I can't even work out where money goes. I paid my rent but I still haven't paid Decembers and residential services keep calling and I have nothing to say to them. I'm stressed. God, please give me some answers.